Yup, the new year is almost here. Hasn't hit me yet, but It's going to be a good year I know that. I turn twenty this year, that means no more teenage years, Throwing out the teenage drama, and starting a new leaf. Some things that are going to happen, that I will strive to accomplish.
1. Go back to school in the fall, something to do with art, it's in my blood.
2. Settle with my close range of friends, the friends I want to grow old with, no more best friend one month, different friend another.
3. Hopefully get into a stable serious relationship. It's time to be committed, no more games.
4. Buck up about things, stop letting my parents do everything for me.
5. Full time job. :]
6. Maybe, move out. I like where I am at though, But my grandma might give me her house.
7. Get my ribs tatted up.
8. Don't change my attitude for anyone, I like who I am.. Kthanks.
9. I'm a Gemini, let my personality shine.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Just Ranting, and Rambling.
I am the best that I personally can be. but for some reason it's not good enough for certain someones. Oh well, I have the people in my life that I want and need, and I am very content with that. let me tell you about the people I care about the most. =]
My Parents- They have made me what I am today. My mother, she's my Rock. I butt heads with her like she was my sister, but I love it that away. She can be a friend to me, and a mom. No one has a better mom than I, and that is a fact. She can laugh with me, and cry with me. We go on dinner dates and go see movies, and sometimes when I am having a bad day the only place I wanna be is in her bed laying next to her. It makes me feel so safe. My dad, He's a great guy, says the craziest stuff, that's where I get my personality filled with shenanigans. He gives me absolutely anything I desire. He's my shield. Ugh, I love him so much. I respect my parents more than anything.
My Grandma Rose- The most amazing and giving woman you shall ever meet, and I have the chance to call her my grandma. she has the most love someone can give, and I thank god every day for giving her to me. She has given me strength when I haven't had it. and she has taught me to care for someone when they don't care for me.
Cody Frederick- The Love of my life in so many ways. Someone that I have connected with more than anyway, someone I truly Love, Someone I think about everyday. We are the best of friends now, and he is thousands of miles away, but he still takes the time to call me and see how I am. And I do the same for him. I worry about him like crazy. Awh geeze, that boy can get into some trouble. But no matter what I am always here for him. He has taught me that love comes anywhere, at anytime. He's such a good hearted person, and I am glad to have him in my life. =]He never once failed to put a smile on my face.
David Morgan- We have been thru hell in back, and that isn't even an exaggeration. He was my best friend all through Highschool, and still to this day we are close. Not as close as we use to be, but that's alright, I know him and his family are always there for me if I need a shoulder to cry on. We have stuck it out through the toughest of times, and sometimes we broke down, but our frienship and love for one another got us thru. I am always here for him. He is the funniest person you will ever meet. Has made me laugh probably more than any one. Has chased me around the kitchen with knifes, and has even dyed his hair black when I had mine. Good person. end of story.
Sarah Collingsworth- Define bestfriend? I just say her name. I love her so much, we connect so well. We shower together, and it's okay. We have never fought, and even though we haven't been friends for a long time, I know this friendship is going to last forever. She's in my heart, stuck there like a barnacle. I ain't letting her go anywhere. No Way, We say the goofiest shit that only her and I understand. We get drunk together in my room, and have fun. We play stupid games for hours and don't get bored. We love one another, We trust one another. It's just awesome. I wouldn't have it any other way. No one can take her place.
My German Chris a.k.a as MY P33N!- Oh my lanta, this boy and I have the greatest talks at late hours of the night. I can't get sick of him. He gives me the best, and I mean the best advice. He is about one of the only genuine guys I know. He is so honest and truthworthy, and you can't find that in many cute guys. I am lucky to call him a friend. If I am having a bad day I can go to him. He's awesome. He makes my day. No one compares to the german. he always leaves ya a squirmin'!
Okay, Now I have a few more people to mention that have impacted me, and they need to know I love them no matter what, But I am honestly sick of pasting pictures. haha sorry.
Kyle Dobkins- he's my dougie. someone I thought would be there for me forever. He isn't around that much any more, but he still means so much to me. He has alot ahead of him, He's going places, and He has one hell of a voice. I keep his picture in my car at all times. cause he is just that cool. haha.
Jimmy- my best guy pal. I love him to death. I can write on and on and on about him, but I don't wanna bore you, because jimmy and I have so many inside jokes only him and I know. Just know we are always there for one another, and I won't take shit from any one that bad mouths him.
Mary Holland- We have our good times and our bad times, more good than bad, and I wanna keep it that way. She's awesome, And i love her entire family. They are basically my family too. She's like my sister I never had. I love her, and she means alot to me. She helped me grow up.
Yasmine- She hates me. I miss her. it's that simple. She was my best friend, and I can't let her go.
there ya go, the people that mean the most. the ones i think about every day. the ones i can't live without. i love them. they have impacted me more ways than one, and not a day goes by that I don't miss them or think about them. They are in my prayers and forever in my heart. I will never ever let them go. ever. this needed to be said, I feel like lately people have been trying to tear me away from the ones I need most. And it's not happening, not any time soon. so just now that, and if you want to have any sort of relations with me, know they are always going to be in my life.
My Parents- They have made me what I am today. My mother, she's my Rock. I butt heads with her like she was my sister, but I love it that away. She can be a friend to me, and a mom. No one has a better mom than I, and that is a fact. She can laugh with me, and cry with me. We go on dinner dates and go see movies, and sometimes when I am having a bad day the only place I wanna be is in her bed laying next to her. It makes me feel so safe. My dad, He's a great guy, says the craziest stuff, that's where I get my personality filled with shenanigans. He gives me absolutely anything I desire. He's my shield. Ugh, I love him so much. I respect my parents more than anything.
My Grandma Rose- The most amazing and giving woman you shall ever meet, and I have the chance to call her my grandma. she has the most love someone can give, and I thank god every day for giving her to me. She has given me strength when I haven't had it. and she has taught me to care for someone when they don't care for me.
Cody Frederick- The Love of my life in so many ways. Someone that I have connected with more than anyway, someone I truly Love, Someone I think about everyday. We are the best of friends now, and he is thousands of miles away, but he still takes the time to call me and see how I am. And I do the same for him. I worry about him like crazy. Awh geeze, that boy can get into some trouble. But no matter what I am always here for him. He has taught me that love comes anywhere, at anytime. He's such a good hearted person, and I am glad to have him in my life. =]He never once failed to put a smile on my face.
David Morgan- We have been thru hell in back, and that isn't even an exaggeration. He was my best friend all through Highschool, and still to this day we are close. Not as close as we use to be, but that's alright, I know him and his family are always there for me if I need a shoulder to cry on. We have stuck it out through the toughest of times, and sometimes we broke down, but our frienship and love for one another got us thru. I am always here for him. He is the funniest person you will ever meet. Has made me laugh probably more than any one. Has chased me around the kitchen with knifes, and has even dyed his hair black when I had mine. Good person. end of story.
Sarah Collingsworth- Define bestfriend? I just say her name. I love her so much, we connect so well. We shower together, and it's okay. We have never fought, and even though we haven't been friends for a long time, I know this friendship is going to last forever. She's in my heart, stuck there like a barnacle. I ain't letting her go anywhere. No Way, We say the goofiest shit that only her and I understand. We get drunk together in my room, and have fun. We play stupid games for hours and don't get bored. We love one another, We trust one another. It's just awesome. I wouldn't have it any other way. No one can take her place.
My German Chris a.k.a as MY P33N!- Oh my lanta, this boy and I have the greatest talks at late hours of the night. I can't get sick of him. He gives me the best, and I mean the best advice. He is about one of the only genuine guys I know. He is so honest and truthworthy, and you can't find that in many cute guys. I am lucky to call him a friend. If I am having a bad day I can go to him. He's awesome. He makes my day. No one compares to the german. he always leaves ya a squirmin'!
Okay, Now I have a few more people to mention that have impacted me, and they need to know I love them no matter what, But I am honestly sick of pasting pictures. haha sorry.
Kyle Dobkins- he's my dougie. someone I thought would be there for me forever. He isn't around that much any more, but he still means so much to me. He has alot ahead of him, He's going places, and He has one hell of a voice. I keep his picture in my car at all times. cause he is just that cool. haha.
Jimmy- my best guy pal. I love him to death. I can write on and on and on about him, but I don't wanna bore you, because jimmy and I have so many inside jokes only him and I know. Just know we are always there for one another, and I won't take shit from any one that bad mouths him.
Mary Holland- We have our good times and our bad times, more good than bad, and I wanna keep it that way. She's awesome, And i love her entire family. They are basically my family too. She's like my sister I never had. I love her, and she means alot to me. She helped me grow up.
Yasmine- She hates me. I miss her. it's that simple. She was my best friend, and I can't let her go.
there ya go, the people that mean the most. the ones i think about every day. the ones i can't live without. i love them. they have impacted me more ways than one, and not a day goes by that I don't miss them or think about them. They are in my prayers and forever in my heart. I will never ever let them go. ever. this needed to be said, I feel like lately people have been trying to tear me away from the ones I need most. And it's not happening, not any time soon. so just now that, and if you want to have any sort of relations with me, know they are always going to be in my life.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
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