I make my own footsteps

I don't follow yours.

I went to the Cincinnati Art Museum. I had a great time, It makes me feel good to be able to share an interest with someone and not feel out of element. it's right. It's something I love to do, and thank you for spending that moment with me.

I start my new job monday, I am really excited about it. Ima business woman, and in 6 months they pay 100% college tuition. so that means I move down to Florida with sara, keep my job but with a branch down there and start back at art school. WHOO! I am figuring this shit called life out. now someone needs to help me with laundry cause I can't do that.

Hoepfully in the next couple days I will be getting my income tax back, that means either a new camera or a new computer. I think I want a new camera instead because I am sick of using my phone, and my computer will run for a few more months I would hope.

I was suppose to meet rob pattinson march 7th, and I was super stoaked. had my dress and ticket, and then they say I can't get in VIP because I am not 21. that's bullshit. I am seriously depressed. I am about to protest. haha.


Im going to marry him, it's official

I compare to every boy that I date to Edward Cullen, so boys take notes. I am not kidding. he's perfection. vamp or not.

on another note, there is a shirt I want, it says "I MAKE GOOD BABIES", someone please get it for me, I will gives you hugs and kisses no doubt.

I need to make a hair appt. more blonde, and I need a tanning package, donations welcome. thank you. :D

the day after VALENTINES

It's the day after, and I still can't stop thinking about the day of. I had an awesome day yesterday, it just makes me thank the lord for the people he puts into my life. Just the little things mean the most to me. honestly. and I love every but of it. It's good. I'm happy where I am right now, and I like who has came into my life in the last couple of weeks.

hockey games are a must. 'nuff said.

umm, another thing, Yasmine is hanging with me again, I have missed her so much. I am so glad she is back in my life. thank you so much. I missed her. ah, i just said that 2 sentences ago. but it needs to be known. i love her. honestly. she's a friend i couldn't live without.


I want to go to the cincinnati art museum. i need to go. it's been on my mind lately. i need to get back into my greek mythology and my art. I want to take more classes on them, and start reading way more books. Thats my new objective. looking into more schools, more in Sarasota, Florida because my plans have changed a bit. once more. I am just searching for a place I can call home, not my parent's home. ya know? and I want it to be right. I thought Alabama was, but it isn't. unfortunately. I will figure it out. just give me a bit of time. I have alot of that.

Change of Pace.

this blog is going to be a bit blotchy and just rambles. so i get down everything on my mind and try not to forget as I am writing.

first, Alabama is back on. haha, I want to be there. I want the warm weather, and I want the good colleges. although Washington would be great, I need to be realistic about things. Alabama is closer, it's more of something I want, I have a better chance to succeed. just a lot of things. So there, decision made. no more wishy washy. Alabama it is. I'm going there at the end of the month to check things out. it shall be fun. I'm stoaked.

second, I went ice skating for the first time last night, scared to death I was going to die, but I made it thru the night without one fall down. I was proud of myself, and my date was stoaked that he didn't have to clean any blood up off the ice. haha, it was good times, yasmine and I had a blast with these boys, they are good guys, and I think there is a second date in arrangements. which is always good.

third, manchester orchestra is a great band, I am kinda ashamed I am just now getting to know who they are. I love them, I have listened to them non stop, and I will be going and getting the cd this weekend. whoo!

forth, I had my job interview yesterday, it went well I suppose, it was 2 hours, and they said I got excellent scores on the tests they gave me. that's always a plus. If i do get this job I will have my own desk and on computer and own phone, and can deck the stuff out my way. laceyify it. Whoo! so wish me luck and hopefully i get a call back. I would like to be a business woman of somesort.

umm, yeah thats about all I have to ramble about right now. I need to shower.

I'm like a firecracker; I make it HOT

Let's see, this post is going to be good and bad i suppose. the bad part is I am on bad terms right now with one of my best friends and it is absolutely killing me. to be honest I stuck my nose where it didn't belong and it back fired on me. I miss him like crazy, think about him all the time, and hope he is doing well, but right now he doesn't want anything to do with me. and I have no idea how to mend things because we are both bullheaded, but i have apologized over and over, there isn't much left I can do. The ball is in his hands, and honestly, I don't think he cares anymore. He has been hurt so many times by the people he was closest too, and I knew this, and unfortunately, I did the same thing but with good intentions. So we will see what will happen, I just hope to god that he comes around and we can have what we use to.

On a another note, I have been going to Hockey games, I have no idea what hockey is about, but the fights are entertaining and my friends are fun. haha good times.

this Thursday I have a job interview for another full time job, I just need the money, and need to get my head on my shoulders and stop lolligagging around. It isn't getting me anywhere.

Alabama is a no go. We have changed it to Washington, Jimmy has family in Seattle, and I have friends in Kennewick, so that works a bit better, even though the weather isn't as nice as Bama. We shall see how things turn out. hopefully good. :D