I don't let things bring me down, and I surely don't dwell on the bad things.
Its been a month since I have written in this thing. Sorry. I mean half of this isn't read anywho. Nick and I broke up, we are still extremely close. I just think... well we are headed different directions in life. and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. and I still care for him so much. But if you aren't willing to walk on the path hand in hand, its time to go your own way.
Lord how mercy, I haven't even wrote in this since Michael Jackson died. BE REAL. yup, stunner, you all know by now since its a month later. but its still crazy and so hard to sink in. you really never know when your time is up. thats what you have to live every day as your last. that's how I look at it. and for all those making fun of MJ with cruel jokes and such, just know...Michael is a legend, there isn't one artist that doesn't use his moves or something that michael has done. he was a musical genius.
